negligent dillweed's a good term for it you're supposed to take care of a kid and protect them it's not fair
( Maybe "fair" is a childish word to bring into it, but it's how Peter feels. It's not fair. His mom fucked him up. He can see the ways she had, see what she did to him. And he knows it's complicated, knows there's a lot to it — there were ways she tried really hard, too. But that doesn't counter what she did to hurt him and his sister. There are things he'll never forgive her for. )
I don't think it will either Luna showed me what he said to her. He sounded like he hated her I've seen what he does to people he hates I just feel so helpless. Paimon will try protect her, but you know how Luna is. She won't back down. If Maul comes for her, she'll take him on I'm so scared what he'd do
it really isn't parents are supposed to be good and love their kids not act like the jerks we got stuck with
[He knows what that fear is like, and he knows what Maul can do - he saw him kill Varian, after all.]
i am too the guy is nuts and i wish i was strong enough to be able to tell you that it's ok, if he tries to hurt Luna i'll kick his butt straight back into the ocean i don't know just know you aren't alone and that there are people here who can stop him if it gets to that
thanks, man It does help to know we have so many people who could help She and Usagi put up some kind of special wards on the house, so hopefully it's.. safe. Me and Paimon are staying on guard, too
( He's been really working with the demon for the first time in his life. It's... strange and uncomfortable, but Peter knows what's more important is Luna's safety. If that means getting closer to the demon, then he's going to do it.
There's something else, too. )
I heard you um That you died
I'm sorry. I heard death works differently here than in Deerington
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you're supposed to take care of a kid and protect them
it's not fair
( Maybe "fair" is a childish word to bring into it, but it's how Peter feels. It's not fair. His mom fucked him up. He can see the ways she had, see what she did to him. And he knows it's complicated, knows there's a lot to it — there were ways she tried really hard, too. But that doesn't counter what she did to hurt him and his sister. There are things he'll never forgive her for. )
I don't think it will either
Luna showed me what he said to her. He sounded like he hated her
I've seen what he does to people he hates
I just feel so helpless. Paimon will try protect her, but you know how Luna is. She won't back down. If Maul comes for her, she'll take him on
I'm so scared what he'd do
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parents are supposed to be good and love their kids not act like the jerks we got stuck with
[He knows what that fear is like, and he knows what Maul can do - he saw him kill Varian, after all.]
i am too
the guy is nuts and i wish i was strong enough to be able to tell you that it's ok, if he tries to hurt Luna i'll kick his butt straight back into the ocean
i don't know
just know you aren't alone
and that there are people here who can stop him if it gets to that
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It does help to know we have so many people who could help
She and Usagi put up some kind of special wards on the house, so hopefully it's.. safe.
Me and Paimon are staying on guard, too
( He's been really working with the demon for the first time in his life. It's... strange and uncomfortable, but Peter knows what's more important is Luna's safety. If that means getting closer to the demon, then he's going to do it.
There's something else, too. )
I heard you um
That you died
I'm sorry. I heard death works differently here than in Deerington
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let me know if anything changes or if you need any help, ok?
[Ohhhhhhhh that. Yep, that was a thing. Fern hesitates a few moments, before writing out a reply.]
um
yeah
it's a lot easier getting over here
no death flu, i just got back and was real exhausted because i had to regrow my whole body