possessum: (𝟎𝟐𝟓)
ᴘᴇᴛᴇʀ ɢʀᴀʜᴀᴍ 👑 ᴋɪɴɢ ᴘᴀɪᴍᴏɴ ([personal profile] possessum) wrote 2021-03-03 12:22 pm (UTC)

cw: themes of suicidal ideation

[ Peter blinks, surprised by the words — unsure exactly how to take them, for their.... unfamiliarity. This isn't what he knows: stuff being voiced aloud like that, so... cleanly and clearly and to the point. Isn't used to anyone telling him they owe him an apology, insisting that they do, even. ]

You really don't— have to make anything up to me, [ The teen fumbles over the words, awkward and shy and unsure, and his heart skipping an odd beat. He doesn't want John feeling... bad, guilty. ] Really. I've been okay.

[ Except he hasn't been okay, not really. "Okay" is a weird spectrum for Peter anyway, but lately.... especially lately.... through December and January, he's been... It's been especially hard. He'd been wondering about his family, about the things he's been realising about them over time, and it's all been building and building, and he'd told Luna that sometimes he thinks it'd be better if he wasn't here at all.

Peter swallows, eyes still wide. ]


Have you been okay? [ It's deflection in its way, but not only that. He has been wondering, been worried, very worried about John. Something clearly happened to him. ]

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